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I spent my evening in Kohl’s today trying clothes for work. I already went there last week and I was only able to get a couple of tops and one work pants. Today, I got another top and a pair of pants. I also got a friend a gift card for his birthday. We will be attending his party this Saturday. Trying on the clothes, I can’t believe how I still look ridiculously big and my stomach is still bulging. Mama told me to be patient, but it is hard when nothing is fitting me. I still have small arms and legs and it does not look proportion. Nothing seems to look right for me and it is very frustrating. I need to clean up my closet soon, and I do not have clothes to wear anymore. My pre-pregnancy clothes do not fit me, and I can just sit around and wait for it to fit me once again. I already lost 30 lbs. and hopefully I won’t have to gain them again.

My doctor also told me that I need to lose more weight, so I do not have to deal with diabetes and high blood pressure early on in my life. I did ran on the treadmill for 10 minutes two days ago then I decided to stop because I was afraid to sweat. Mama hopped on there and ran for 25 minutes. I felt so ashamed. What a shame! We should do this a contest.

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