If It Is Meant To Be
Ryan and I are planning to give Frankie a brother or a sister. We just need to wait for the right timing. We decided at first that Frankie would be ok alone, but we realized that he needs a sibling. We have even decided before to give away his clothes to Goodwill, but now that we have thought of it, we decided to wait. There are a lot of things that I want to do in this pregnancy (when and if that happens) that I did not do from the last time. I want to keep it a secret.
A few of my friends had done it and they liked it. It is less pressure from the people around you who never fails to offer their two cents even if it wasn’t asked for. I want to keep away from the stress and from people completely. Thinking of it makes me think of my routine when I was pregnant with Frankie. I remember waking up and drinking milk and eating bagel every morning. I never failed to take prenatal vitamins because I know it is very beneficial for the baby.
Hopefully when I get my degree that would be the time that I can get pregnant again. We are not in a rush though we are just taking our time. If this happens it would be nice but if not then it wasn’t meant to be.
