Merydith's Place

What is wrong with moi? Could it be that I am burnt out with blogging? One of the reasons why Ryan wants me to get a part time job is so that I can stop paid blogging. I tried to cut it down when I did but I tried to maintain PayU2blog because I don’t feel the pressure from them at all. Well for the past few days I have reserved some opps but the moment I put Frankie to sleep, I just don’t feel like getting up anymore. My chat mate Recel still buzzes me every once in a while and I reserve them but too lazy to write them. Today another one expires on me again which by the way I have reserved twice. What am I doing? Talking with Papa, watching movies with both of them and doing some stuff around the house. It is basically doing something productive. I really need to pull myself out of this hole because I feel sorry for the amount that I could have earned but didn’t want to write. I just like to update and that is about it. Sometimes, it seems like the 20o words gets me and I keep putting it off until I am off to bed. This week alone, I could have 8 paid posts if I only wrote them but no I didn’t, I went to bed instead.

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